This loneliness is haunting me
Crushed under rock with no way out
I question my purpose in this one sided war by myself
I just don’t care how it ends anymore
Just give me fucking peace
I can’t mentally stand another day of disappointment from you
I can’t believe you did this to me
In this one sided war by myself
To know what you did and let me think the worst
You didn’t deserve a thing
Trying to convince myself that I was fine when I was on the floor
Trying to convince myself that we were fine when I was banging on your door
I wasn’t happy at all but I kept my word
I didn’t give up but yet you ran away
Faced by my scars
Just listening to the passing cars
As I begin to realize that I don’t belong in this world
I can’t live with the plans we never did
And now I can’t even look at the happy times
I’m not the blame so don’t even try
Why do I want to die
No it shouldn’t be like this
I would sign anything just to separate myself from the pain
I did everything for you
So tell me what the fuck did you do
Symphonic stuff in metal doesn’t make its way into my collection aside from a couple of early Cradle albums. The orch here though just ads to how huge this band sounds. It makes elements in the songs more immersive. There are plenty of breaks from orchestration where its in deathcore/slamming brutality mode. While not ignorant, the songs never play with time or get mathy making it accessible and memorable. Came out 2015? Impressed. Mitch Mitcherson