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Shadows Past

by Change Is

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1.
Shadows Past 03:14
Stay away. I enter the thickness of my fears. I wonder If I will hear myself. What's it gonna take to be me again Give me a sign of where to go. I can't see what's in front of me. Get me out, get me out. I can't seem to find myself. Give me a sign of where to go. I can't see what's in front of me. Get me out, get me out. I can't seem to find myself. With every hint becomes another maze. What these woods make me see is that the old me is dead. The blunt truth is on everything I see. How can it be? The old me is dead, how can it be? The old me is dead. The old me is dead. These woods show you how to grow, how to grow into the thing you hate the very most. Don't go, looking for what you use to be. You'll only lose more of yourself along the way. Give me a sign of where to go. I can't see what's in front of me. Get me out, get me out. I can't seem to find myself. Give me a sign of where to go. I can't see what's in front of me. Get me out, get me out. I can't seem to find myself.
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Hills 02:44
I've lost faith. My eyes are heavy and my stomach is weak. Going through the motions like I know how. Over and over again. I can't do this on my own, I need to call out but I don't know how. I'm sick of forcing a smile for the others. Pretending has gotten me no where, seems like my lows are hitting me harder than I have ever thought. I'm in over my head, I'm in over my head. why can't I be stable again? Why is it so fucking hard? These hills are killing me, these hills are killing me. Is depression a test or just dirty trick. I shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't be like this. Is there an actual hope or just the image of a mirage. How low will I get? I just need to stop it from winning me over, It will break me down, and it will make me face my fears. My strength is getting harder to come by Going through the motions like I know how. Over and over again. I can't do this on my own, I need to call out but I don't know how. These demons in my head are getting the best of me. I can't let this happen anymore. How do I fight back? How do I fight back?
3.
Unknown 03:10
I've gained so much strength by handling this on my own. Even if I've lost the life from my eyes, it's better then breaking my bones. It's alright, it's fine. Don't worry about me. I can't say I'm use to it at all. but I've learned to cope. Don't you dare judge me on what I look like, I'm just as low as anyone else. I've learned to smile for the small things no matter how hard it gets. You've lost your sight. You've missed the point, I reserved that feeling of bliss to stop me from drowning. Not as a cover up. I've fought my demons and they have taken more from me than I have ever thought. Who would have guessed. Cause when it comes down to it, it's their heads I'm mounting. You've lost your sight. You've missed the point, I reserved that feeling of bliss to stop me from drowning. Not as a cover up. I've fought my demons and they have taken more from me than I have ever thought. Who would have guessed. Cause when it comes down to it, it's their heads I'm mounting. My battle has been won, the depths no longer see me as unknown. So here's to the future. I'm not happy but I can manage. A smile is the best thing you could own.
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Two Faces 03:47
Am I the only one who truly sees who you are? Changing how you act in the blink of an eye to impress. Don't act like I'm wrong, you know god damn well you stand for nothing. I can't remember the last time I saw the same you. It's getting hard to piece together what's real and what's fake You're nothing more than a waste of my time, You're nothing more than a waste of my time. It seems to me like you've done a good job, but I can see right through you, You're not fooling anyone. How many people to do have believing you, I set myself free, How many people to do have believing you, I set myself free. Ever since I met you, I knew you were like this, I've had enough I can't remember the last time I saw the same you. It's getting hard to piece together what's real and what's fake. Have fun rotting away like the sad human being you are. Let this be a lesson you learn from. You're only doing this so you can benefit. It's funny how you think we don't know. I've felt so much better not being apart of what you call a friend. I hope you realize, how you treat them. I hope you realize, how you treat them in the end Your two faces are multiplying. Am I the only one who truly sees who you are? Changing how you act in the blink of an eye to impress. Don't act like I'm wrong. To impress.

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released September 22, 2013

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